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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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So can you guys believe it, i'm 18 today. It feels good to be an adult after all the years of being a kid. haha later
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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There is way way way way to much to say.....I think most important, i just love playing with those guys, not just the guys in madison heights, but all of those band, i mean the guys for our last hope, and ecn, and no jefferson are just really awesome guys. Well I'll start by saying, I like a accomplished my goal, in leaving everything on that stage. Well i'll take you through the day of fun for me on friday. I woke up and went in for the long wait to play, I figured things would be boring waiting for the speechs to be over, like they were last year, but man was I wrong. This year all the bands got along, and we all sat in the back room, and had a great time. We had mad amounts of junk food, salsa, and soda. We all just sat in the back laughed are ass's off, and ate. I've come to the conclusion that Scott, Povish, and Kyle are some of the coolest guys i've ever meet. We got a little frustrated when the guest speaker went of oh about a half hour. But after that we knew it was time to rock the house. It was great, before we went out, I gave a little speach to all the guys, and it was great becasue we all shook hands and said rock them out of there seats. I think that is the best becasue we all got along and know thought they were better then anyone else. ECN started it all off with the sophmores. Then we went on, Kevin wanted to play "say you'll be" since that is his favorite song and its his class. We started the song, and right as shawn came in his chord cut out and he had no power, I started singing and then stop and said sorry technical difficulties. We started again and the song went fine, it wasn't our best performance of it, but that what you get when you don't practice for a few weeks. The only thing that matters is the crowd liked it. Megan gave me a hug and said she loved it when i got off stage, and thats all that matter was the fans liked it. Next it was time for the freshman, and we didn't go on till last, we decided to do sandman with shantz for them, they were pretty good and had fun, but we pulled the song off great and had alot of fun doing it. I knew after that, we had to do sandman for the seniors, but we had already gotten two songs for them, and shantz didn't want to give us more time then anyone else, which is understandable, becasue he was being fair. After we got done the song, scott came up and said that was so cool, and i was like yea i wish we could do it for the seniors, they would love it, and he was like, "hey why don't you take are spot, you guys disevere it." I was like oh man your so great scott, so shantz was cool with it, and the seniors started coming in. I actually went up to some of the jock like jeremy gross and joey cotter and said hey guys, do me a favor and get up and into the music when we play, and they were like ok sure. We walked out on stage and they all got out of there seats. I walked up to the mic and nicole said my name and i was blown away by cheers. I said " Before we start can i have sarah come up to the front of the stage, this song is dedicated to sarah, becasue its her song, i wrote it back in 11th grade chemistry when she, bugged me to write a song called sarah lee, and here it is, this is for you girl." I sang it and she wouldn't even look at me, she look up twice and her face a red with tears in her eyes. During the second verse she started dancing to it, and at the end i neeled down to her and she grabbed me and gave me a hug. The crowd roared, i think they all liked the song, and i know sarah did. I got back up on the mic and said " This next song i wrote, because i'm tired of all those class songs, that mean nothing to me and nothing to the class, this song is our song, because its called class of 2004, becasue we are the class of 2004." The class went nuts, shawn started the song and i started singing, i looked down in the crowd and i saw so many face listening hard to the lyrics, and enjoying the song written for them. Shawn ran up the steps and ripped the solo, and the crowd cheered up on, then dustin walked up the steps, and everyone was like, what is he doing. He grabed the mic at the last second and started his lines and the crowd ate it up, they cheered lowder then ever. It couldn't have been any better, they cheered all the way to the end and roared as dustin left the stage. We did a quick change, and i said" you guys all know that we have to do one cover song, so we decided to do enter sandman but mettalica." The crowd cheered, i ran up on the steps and shawn started and i said" oh yea we knew we couldn't do this alone, so we grabbed the biggest mettalica nut in this school, give it up for shantz", and they yelled lowder then ever. I jumped of the stairs and started singing, i decided to go down in the crowd and when i did i just got even more energy. i sang in the face of so many people, none better then bri, who just laughed at me. We ended up with shantz's senior pray for the song. It went a little something like this, Now it our intent to beat, the underclassmen off there feet, when this color day is done, the seniors will be number one. It was so much fun. After that i was so tired, i put everything out for them, but i knew i had to do it one more time. I thought there's not way the junior can be any better then the seniors, but man they came kind of close. We did "say you'll be" bern wanted to hear it so, i played it. then we started sandman again, and there were so many metallica nuts in the crowd, i did the same thing as i did for the seniors and went into the crowd, only this time woz came with me, and the crowd like jumped me when i got out there. They were screaming the lyrics and jumping on me and it was great, eventually joe came over and tried to help me out, so they wouldn't knock my chord out. it was alot of fun, and i'm going to miss color day. We all clean up and then i took the equipment to jeremy's, then i went back and went into the gym to watch my senior class pull out a huge win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha it was one of the most fun days i've ever had.
well thats it for me, and i think i've topped my longest entry now.
P.S. If you would like to comment and your not on my friends page, and your not and asshole, please im or e-mail me, and let me know, i love hearing from people, please comment. later
jeff
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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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Did you ever lose someone so close to you, that you don't want to face another day with out them by your side? Well as most of you can guess that happened to me. I don't wanna sit here and write how much I hate life in this entry, but might I say, its so unfair. I guess I have no room to talk, since I'm the reason that person is no there. I don't want to say I feel broken hearted about it, but its almost like I am. I just don't understand why I was so stupid. I can't get out of this large state of depression I'm in right now, it just sux, its almost like i've forgotten how to be happy. I just cant take it anymore, and I feel like I have no one to talk to about it. Except Ashley, but I've been cut off from all lines of communication with her. I'm just in this whole, please someone help me out. I wrote this song about the girl who I lost and I hope that someone will read this entry and give me some help. But there's only one person who has the answers to my problems.
The sky's are grey
I can't see my way
Push the tears back under
With lightning and thunder
It crashes on down
The feeling of confusion
and regret
For you its like the sea
And I can't breath
Its like a stary night
And I'm putting up the fight
Cause see their's this girl
like most songs are written
in it filled with sadness
all I'm trying to say
Is take me back
and...
be my friend once again.
I want to change the chorus, because i think it sux really bad, but there's the start I'll post the rest when I finish it.
Lastly, RIP Annie, you will be missed greatly. I will never forget you. Love always and forever jeff.
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
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Wow Its been a great weekend, prolly one of the best i've had in a long time. I wish mel could have been there though to experience it with me, but hey things happen. Well time leading up to friday was tuff for me because, matt and i were in the same boat wondering how the show would go off. The day itself went by pretty fast and we decided to go back to woz's house and work on the song with are big surprise dustin. Everything was going great dustin was ready to play with us, and now all we needed to do was load equipment(by the way i hate loading equipment). So that was a fun task for the afternoon. We headed over to school after matt and adam and seth finally got there. We put the stuff in the school and chilled for alittle while. The first band went up and they weren't bad, but they did way to many covers, but oh well if thats what they choose to do then thats on them. Then I helped matt set up for his set, adam was alittle nervous, but i gave him alittle pep talk and i think he was good to go. I went out front so i could hear them play, so i could give them some feed back. They played the first song that i had already heard before, and things sounded good, despite the sound guy not doing his job. Adam did a nice job on the drums, and played a solid show. When matt got up to sing, for some reason, i heard like one line and that was it, and i wondered if it was part of the song, but i could tell by the look on matt's face it wasn't. They continued goin through there set, and i went to the back and waited for us to go on. They eventually finished up there set and we walked on and got ready, matt through his wireless on my amp and walked out, i knew something wasn't right. I had to quickly figure out how to use his equipment. I got set up and was ready to go, but john couldn't figure out how to use matts head, he wasn't getting any sound out and i couldn't figure it out either. I called for matt and he was know where to found. I felt like such an ass because we couldn't get are own shit working. oh well. I figured it all out and we were ready to go. I talked to the crowd, and said " this first song is an old one we wrote it when we first started out, its called on the road". The crowd went crazy, it was werid alot of people knew the song. After the first song we got a small reaction, but as the set went on it got bigger and bigger, and shawn started getting crazy on stage dancing for the crowd and throwing his guitar around. The crowd was loving us, about somewhere between 100 and 200. By the time the set was over i was on top of the world. Eventually we were done, but we got off stage and everyone jumped on us and told us how great we were, even kids i've never seen before. i went back to denise and she said they sold every single shirt we had. And then these guys came up to john and kevin and wanted to put us in the studio, it was crazy. We stayed for the rest of the show, and it was good. Rob Fry did great and so did holly drive, RIP boys you rock. So on sat. i worked and then Matt and i got some chinese and went to the mall to meat up with denise. Many fun times with those guys. i love you guys. I went to about 7 stores trying to find a preasent for my parents. Thanx matt and neesee for waiting for me. We went home and all got up for work at 7, had more fun times at weis. Matt and denise went to lunch without me today, but its cool i know it wasn't there fault. IT WAS KIM'S Die!!!!. anyway thats all, i think i wrote enough. later all
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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| Subject: | Wow |
| Time: | 10:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | and 80s song josh is playing on tv. |
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Wow so I'm reading through journals, and i come to matt's journal and there is this whole paragraph, about how much he enjoys being my friend. It really meant alot to me, since i kind of lost my best friend these last few months. For those of you who don't know thats jj not Mel. Mel is my all time best friend in the whole world and no one can change that. so anyway, i just wanted to thank matt for being so cool to me, you are the man and i love you man. You know i'm thankful for one big thing, and that is that i went to weis on my first week and work hard for matt and now were really close, and i didn't become garrett, who matt dislikes strongly. oh well i'm out
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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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Well I promised MAtt that I would update my journal, so this is for him. Lets see Mel is away again this weekend, i hope she is having fun at surf, she was at crossmen last weekend and in New York for the parade most of the week. For the most part i've been having fun while she is away, but I do miss her alot. I've been hanging out with Matt alot more lately and its been alot of fun. On weds. we went up to guitar center with shawn and that is always a good time. Tonight him and I denise went to Gourment Buffet and the mall, so i could do some christmas shoping for Mel. Well it was very interesting trying to figure out what she wanted. A big thank you goes out to matt and denise for giving me so many ideas and putting up with me for that long. I don't have much to say so i'll stop. later oh and i've been reading alot of my friends journals and they are very depressing i hope my entrie isen't, someone please tell me its not.
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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| Time: | 9:55 pm. |
| Mood: | loved. | | Music: | No music just the tv behind me. |
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I know its once again been a long time since I wrote. Well lets see two weeks ago, Madison Heights played at Zerns, and we pulled off a great I mean great show, it was really nice. There were about 15 to 20 people there, but it was the biggest crowd all night, and they really seemed into the music. I can't wait until we record, just the feeling of being in a studio is going to be great. Thanx Matt for getting us that show, we owe you big time for believing and helping us out so much, we love ya man. Today was a very very special day, for those of you who don't know, mel and I got back together, and today was our 2 year anniversary, so i just wanted to say I love you mel, and i'm glad were back together. Tonight I had to go into work, to help Matt set up the seasonal display, its so nice for our manager to come up to us and say hey jeff can you come on tuesday and i say for what and he says, oh can you come in and help Matt set the seasonal display you guys are the only ones who can do it. Matt and i are like the managers at weis we do everything for that store. Sue just asked me tonight if i could come over and help out the night before halloween, because there having some kind of haunted house at weis, and i said i would because what would be more fun the me matt and adam scaring little kids and getting paid for it. Alright well thats all for tonight. later
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Wow its been so long i don't know if i remember how do this. Not much has really happened in my life to write about so i don't know what to say. Congrats to nette for getting drum major even though she didn't come right to me and tell me, its ok i'll forgive her this time. Well the band is hoping to start recording our first cd in the next few weeks, thats cool. Um i think thats all the time i have to write now i have to go to chemistry. later.
P.S. There you all go its been updated are you happy?
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Saturday, October 19th, 2002
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I know I know everyone has been wondering why hasn't jeff updated his journal since like valentines day, well to answer that question i'm a very busy man in love. Well since i've updated alot has gone on but i don't have all night to write it. so i will just write about my day today, well this morning i had to take my psat's and they were somewhat difficult but not to bad. Then i came home and mel called and she came over at about 1P.M and we chilled for awhile. Lisa called us at like 5:30 and we went to the mall. It was me and mel and lisa and matt and mary, we had so much fun. We first went up to boscov's and got sexy cologne for matt and i. then we went to limited too and gave lisa the smallest close we could find to try on, and then we got matt to put on a little dress and a bra it was so funny. Then we were just being crazy and taking pictures of ourselves in different places. it was alot of fun.
Ok thats all later.
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Thursday, February 14th, 2002
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| Subject: | v-day |
| Time: | 2:51 pm. |
| Mood: | mellow. | | Music: | The music of the pottsgrove jazz band.. |
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well jeremy are u happy i'm writing again. I haven't felt like it much since the last entry. Color day went great everyone loved us even though the seniors sucked and just stood there except for about 6 girls who stood in the front row cheering and singing along to pour some sugar on me. But since then the guys and i kicked out brad as are vocalist and they all want me to do them. I'm really excited about that because i've always wanted to be a front man for a band and now my wish is coming true. we are supposed to be having are first practice as exodus this weekend if i can get off grounding. anyway enough on the band. Today was valentines day and melody i hope loved the stuff i got for her. It was also nettes birthday so happy birthday netter's i love ya girl. i'm sitting at jazz band right now where are u jeremy i believe u should be here. oh i almost forgot i turned 16 since the last time i wrote and my friend of course came through with getting me something great a half stack from matt ryan. i know were still paying for it but oh well i get to use it so its like mine.
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Thursday, January 10th, 2002
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| Time: | 9:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  crazy. | | Music: | The flyers game. |
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Well its been awhile since i've updated but i figured that i would start back up with this. Today we had color day tryouts and we rock the house. We nailed everything to perfection except for me i messed up once but i don't think anyone noticed it, it wasn't a big mess up i just hit my chord to early. It still sounded good though. The day started out bad though eric hurt his hand in gym and could barely move it i was so worried eric wouldn't be able to play. But somehow it got better and he played amazing eric if u read this ur the man. We got finally got to the end of the day and when we got there we set up and found out that they didn't need are pa so i brought that for nothing. But everyone is set up but me i'm waiting for matt to get there for i can use his amp. He shows up 2 mins. before they call us up to start but then he got there we hooked up and we were ready i was a little nervous but when i heard the keyboards going i knew it was due or die time. I sucked it up and started chunking the chords and then i heard the drums hits and from there i was good. We came up on the chores and i was praying that john and i would be in pitch and thank god we were so from there on out i was great shawn and i nailed the solo and everyone went somewhat crazy for us. We started the second song and i was really into it by then shawn nailed the intro and i cam it i was a bit shaky on the intro but i pulled it together by the run downs. we kicked it up in the verse and then we hit shawn's solo and the crowd went crazy for shawn and the band and then it was all over and we were done.But the excitement didn't stop there oh no even after we got off stage everyone was telling us how great we did and how awesome we were. I have finally proved to myself that i have done it i have put a band together and made them sound good and everyone likes us its great. well thats enough for now later.
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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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So anyway back to my normal life i'm not even going to bother responding t all ur cmments cause ur not even worth my time anymore so send all the comments u want. well as for my life anymore its going very well melody and i are still together and doing great. christmas is comng and i got her something really cool. i hope she likes it but im sure she will. my band has there first gig this weekend and i showed a tape of us in english and everyone loved it. i dont know why i think it sucked and so does brad he walked out on it he wouldn't even watch it. oh well i don't feel like writing anymore so later.
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So anyway back to my normal life i'm not even going to bother responding t all ur cmments cause ur not even worth my time anymore so send all the comments u want. well as for my life anymore its going very well melody and i are still together and doing great. christmas is comng and i got her something really cool. i hope she likes it but im sure she will. my band has there first gig this weekend and i showed a tape of us in english and everyone loved it. i dont know why i think it sucked and so does brad he walked out on it he wouldn't even watch it. oh well i don't feel like writing anymore so later.
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Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
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Haha i like the way u said i'm hiding from all of this, and u know what ur not worth my time john none of u are if u were i would have dealt with it before. But u know what i don't really care john u can kiss my ass yea thats right i'm flipping u the bird so to speak. As for the rest of u low life scum bag u are all to much of a pussy to come say this to my face no u have to hide behind i computer see john if u were coming to my face u would be standing in front of me telling it to me. But ur not us sitting behind a computer cause ur life is so low that u have nothing better to do then sit on a computer and try to make cracks at someone who u used to be very close to. It amazing john u who used to know me the best knows the least about me now. I have one last things to say to u john who am i cheating on melody with huh u said it for ur self i'm cheating on her well i would like to know who it is. As for the rest of u furhman spivey u guys are just a joke see furhman a gutless coward and can stand up when he runs his mouth. yea jeff shuppy knows everything u've done and shuppy is like a brother to me and i know as well as most of the band that ur scared out of ur mind of him. Everytime he just wants to talk u run and hide somewhere. As for my last person hear spivey haha u want to sit back and talk about me sucking on guitar well i've been told by so many people about how much u suck on guitar and how much of an asshole u are and i just have to agree. oh and i don't remember who said it but as for my gay ass 80s hair bands they have more talent then just about anyone out there and get ur facts straight before u all try to mack fun of me again. ha if u knew anything u would know that i like 70s music more then 80s and even so they both have more talent then any death mental or christian rock or punk out there today. This is the last time i waste my time to wrote to u loser so if u don't like me fine i don't care but stop wasting my journal space to write about it, it just show how low u guys really are.
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Thursday, December 6th, 2001
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Allright enough is enough i'm tired siting back listening to all u people who think u know me so well. U know if u want to make fun of me atleast get ur facts straight when trying to do it.ok lets start at the begining and where better to start then dan. Haha dan wow i must say that was a hell of a nice try at getting me mad or whatever u were trying to accomplish. But ur just a gay fagget like the rest of them who can't say it to my face cause u know i will drop u in a second so go to hell. Ok whos next on my list here oh mr peregoy. U know i don't think god will like this u might go to hell oh no. but don't worry i can save u come to the light john i can help. k well thats thats enough for now i will finish it later!
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
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wow its really been awhile i forgot all about wirting during the time off from school and then i haven't been able to get on my journal for a couple days either so this is the first time i've gotten to update. well somone thinks there funny writing me comments and u know what ur right melody is cooler then me and thats why i love her. I guess someone is kind of jealous u know cuase they don't have mel. and obviuosly she thinks i'm good enough for her so u can kiss my ass. Send all th comment u want its not going to change how i feel about my girlfriend i love her and i will always love. so get over it. i'm not going to get mad. i don't care. so anyway on with my entrie without yealling at some little asshole. oh and by the way if u think ur cool for doing this ur not ur just gay cause ur to much of a pussy to say it to my face and if u do say it to my face then i will put my fist in urs so come on pussy be a reall man. now i don't feel like writng something nice cause u had to be an asshole so i will just leave it at this i love uuuuuuuuuuuuu melody and there nothing that this little punk can say to change that.
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Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
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Sunday, November 11th, 2001
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Well i guess we will start at friday. Lets see friday night after school a bunch of us played a big hockey game it started out as a band geek hockey game but then josh decide to try to stack his team so then i stack my team. We played for a good 4 hours that night and by the end my captin dennque and i were dead and they had to drag us out to the feild for the show. i made soom amaizing saves in the net and impressed the hell out of lindsay and nette. but then again i got busted up makeing those saves to. Oh well u have to get hurt to love that sport. The only thing i didn't like about friday after school was that i didn't get to spend it with my g/f but she didn't mind cause she knew i was having fun and i knew she was to casue she was with lisa. At the game we started out kind of slow but then we kicked it up and really beat upper moreland. So all i have to say now and i quote this from mister 76 himslef " bring on strath haven". Saturday morning sucked for me i had to clean all day and by the time it was to party i was dead. The party was great i got to spend the whole thing with my g/f and it was kind of nice casue the night before was are 2 month anniversary. i love u babe! Everyone had a great time after everyone had left it was only me josh stoner shuppy eric jeremy and gruber that septed over. We were playing n64 like a bunch of little kids. by 2:30 i was done so i went to sleep and an hour later i hear josh and gruber come up and go to bed. At 6am i hear grubers alarm go off and by that time i was awake and cound't go back to sleep i went down stairs and eric was on my little chair sleeping jeremy was on the couch and shuppy and stoner we at the same spot playing the same game they were when i went to bed. yep they stayed up all night playing the same game. we couldn't to play till 10 when by parents game and got us for breakfast. And even while we eat we still played the games. then after stiner and shuppy left eric jeremy and i just waited till 12 to go to brads house for band practice. we bought a killer pa system its great we sound really good now but didn't get much playing time cause shawn was late. but oh well that concludes my weekend and i would just like to say happy anniversary hun i love u!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, November 5th, 2001
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yo its really been awhile this time.I have alot of thiings to say but not enough time to say it. my weekend was great i spendfriday with melody and saturday with melody and it was great i sent her a flower and she didn't let go of it the whole night. she sent me a little its so cute it reminds me of her cute. I send a flower to adair to cause we kind of made amense this weekend and are tlaking alot again. i'm really glad that we are cause i missed her alot. this weren't the same without her imput on things lets face it i need her around or my life would be missing something. i wanted to send flowers to lindsay and jeanette but i ran out of money u guys understand right. derwin is gay ready 1 2 faggggggggggggggg got ya 3 4 derwinnnnnnnnnnn/billyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ok i'm done acting like an ass.linsay is sitting next to me and god does she look good so sexy and ewwww i just want to ---------------: woooo got a little carried away there ok i'm done bye
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Monday, October 29th, 2001
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It was another long weekend friday we crushed great valley in football 61-0 it was great to see becasue everyone in pack-10 wants us to lose and we keep crushing teams. This week is going to be are biggest game it will decide weather we take home pack-10 or not so we have to win and i lc is going to come out and play there hearts out to beat us but its not going to happen.Saturday we had are last compition and we basically sucked out loud i mean know one was focused on the show they didn't care and for the people for put there heart and soul into that band it just really sux becasue we have a hand full who could give a crap about the band. As long as those people don't care we won't win so get use to it. Sunday we had a parade and we sucked there to because no one has ever taught the new comers how to march they were completly clueless. then after that embrassment was over we went to the movies and i had to play hero for tracy i love u tracey thats why i helped hope everything is better now. We saw 13 ghosts it was great as far as a movie stand point it was well made and interesting but it wasn't scary at all. I mean before we went in some guy scared him but i don't know that stuff just dosen't bother me. so that was my weekend and i would just like to finish up by say i love u melody!!!!!!!!!!!!
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